i cried and kept on crying the whole day yesterday!!

this is all because of what i kept inside for so long..

when i let it all go, i just cry..

i'm the type of person that just can't say NO

and when i have no choice, i end up crying..

i just felt so bad for my sayang..

i think i just hurt him so bad by the things i said...

it is all because of my wants and needs..

but i'm still wondering every minute of what i said...

was it wrong for me to tell him how i felt all this while???

it was an EXTREMELY emotional day for me..

at first,we were ok on skype..

then, somehow in a blink of an eye i became emotional..

after a while i try to calm myself down..

it happened twice today..in the morning and in the afternoon..

this is my first time to cry in front on my partner..

i know that i shocked him when i cried..

well,i didn't mean to..

i'm so sorry to make u feel bad but i just have to say what i kept inside for quite sometime..

no matter what, I STILL LOVE U!!!